How would this feeling,
of having you hope risen, only to lose it after a moment.
well if you havent had that feeling, it sucks.
All this time, it was you.
Maybe being friends is just what you really want.
Well if thats the case then fine,
I will just go back to looking around once again.


Yesterday was fun then nasty.
After school, went to city to buy stuff for sg friends,
bought myself some stuff too(jacket, pants, wallet)
spent $300
went home with lotsa stuff.:D
Got changed,
went to sophia's christmas party,
ate and rode some rides,
came home,
vomit,
sleep.

If this is love, then love is mean, especially to me.
If this is infactuation, I can get over it easily,
however the many times i have tried,
it didn't work out.
But even if you just want to stay as friends,
no other girls can capture me as you do.
You are the only one I really like,
and until the day another girl comes into my life,
I'm yours.